Im sorry

The feelings, the waves, the pulses of shock when your away. I don't know what I did to you, to make you feel this way. What do you want me to say to have you come nack to our old ways. Why will you not talk to me? Even though it's just to say what I did to make you hurt this way. The stares you give me in the hallway do not compare to what you tell other people. If your trying to punish me for what I did, I have to admit I think it's working. Just please tell me what I did to make you feel this way. Im sorry.

for my mommy

I might be having the worst of days, but when I see you it all goes away. No one else makes me feel this way, which is why im so sad you're away. The thought of you away makes my breath stop and heart beat faster and faster, but then I remember you will be coming back some day soon. I LOVE YOU MOM AND DAD!!! HAVE FUN IN MIAMI

I don't understand

I don't understand
Why people tell you everything is okay when it's not
Why people think I always do the wrong thing
Why people think they need to lie to protect you

Most of all
why there are so many rules
Why everyone thinks they need to fight
Why money doesn't grow on trees

I do understand
Why grass grows
Why we need to go to school
Why we need to get jobs

Summer

I can't wait for it.
I have waited so long for it.
To have the sun's rays beating down on me.
To have sand inbetween my toes
To have the feeling of water all around me

I have been through the coldness.
I have been through the darkness.
I have been waiting patiently for this time.
Where I can wake up whenever I want.

I can make up my own schedule.
I don't have to worry about a coat.
All I have to worry about is if I have sunscreen
I can't wait for Summer.

Friendship

Friendship is about:
Remebering every second together
In the kitchen making a mess
Enjoying our time together
Not caring what other people think of us
Dancing like no ones watching
Singing in the rain
Hanging out at the mall
In our rooms reading magazines
Pilling in our car to go to the movies

Friends

Friends sticking together like glue,
trying to keep eachother's trust,
feeling special when,
your friends decides to confide,
In what?
I have yet to find out.

School

School, going by slowly,
clock not moving quick enough,
teachers keep talking,
students keep laughing,
at what?
I don't know

Home

I can't wait to get home,
to get on the computer,
to put my day's feelings on a simple blog,
I don't know if people will see them,
but I don't really care,
I'm just glad I found a way to clear the air.